Archive for October, 2004

Drinking myself into a coma

Saturday, October 16th, 2004

Yesterday was the worst day I have had for a long time. I am feeling the consequences of it today. As previously mentioned, I have started working somewhere 3 days a week as a project manager.

While I have been making some headway, the boss had some bad news. Basically the company had been pushed out of a reasonably large deal. This in itself was not a fatal blow, but what followed was. The first head to roll was the Windows tech, which was completely unrelated. Then the boss told the most senior programmer working under me that he wasn’t fired, but he would be in a few weeks. Add this to the fact the office administrator is leaving next Friday, by my standards, the business is in a bit of a mess.

After Xenon, I never wanted to be responsible for fucking with peoples livelyhood. I still remember the day I had to lay off the remaining staff. Just on four weeks into this job and I am finding myself in a similar position.

It also looks like the software development devision of the company will be closed unless the other full time developer and I agree to take on 2/3 ownership, become directors and support ourselves rather than getting a wage. I don’t know what to do. I only took this job because I didn’t want to have to work for myself. Now it looks like I may have to anyway.

So last night, we had a beer, then went to the pub, had a few beers, went back to the office and had a few more. I’m not really sure how I got home. I think I caught the train. I have packet of cigarettes and a few buts on the ground outside that look like they have only had a few puffs taken out of them. I do remember waking up infront of rage at 3am, still very intoxicated.

I had to go into the office to pick up my bike. The ride home eased the hangover a little. I think I need some more greasy food.

My beautiful girl came home today :))))

Time to get a web site

Friday, October 15th, 2004

I just got back from the Indie Temple, again. Ears ringing, again. Everyone was crap except for the act that I went there to see, that is The Last Exits. I missed their first public performance which was at the greens fundraiser a few weeks ago. Tonight, they were fucking awesome. But…..

Mark, I really think its time for you to get a web site. As Elissa said, someone had gone to the greens fund raiser, then gone home and searched for “The Last Exits” on google and stumbled across her web site. I was going to register the domain for you, but I see you already have one. Email me, and I will set up your web site and host it for free so your fans can at least join your mailing list and find out when you next gigs are on. Its time for you to make it. If you don’t really want to make it, thats cool too, but I still think you should get a web site :)

John Howard, Your a f**king c**t

Wednesday, October 13th, 2004

I have putting off my election postmortem because, well, it’s all too depressing. It’s fair to say that I put more effort into this election than any other. It would also be fair to say that the effort wasn’t that much, as until now I have done nothing.

On Saturday I was handing out how to vote cards for The Greens at Mt Gravatt and Murrarie. After standing up all day, I got home at about 6:45, did some work, washed my face and checked the election results before heading off to the post election pissup. By this stage, it was already clear that we were probably going to be stuck with Johnny Rotten, Abbott and Costello, and the rest of those stooges for another 3 years.
While the result was good for The Greens (though not as good as they expected), it wasn’t so good for the Country. Elissa managed get almost 5% of the vote in her electorate which made her As the night dragged on, the mood at the party deteriorated somewhat. Comfortably numb from lots of beer, Spikey and I left, got a pizza and went home.

More bad news came on Sunday. It now looks like the conservatives have managed to gain control of the Senate as well. For those of you who are too stupid to work out why this is not so good, digital_wraith has a nice explanation.

So what went wrong? Plenty of things. The most obvious was the “grubby preference deal” between Labor and The Greens. It was only grubby because someone botched the job. As a member of The Greens, I suspect that the problem was more to do with Labor not releasing their Forestry policy in time for The Greens to print their how to vote cards. I know that I was handing out open ticket how to vote cards in Bonner. This could only have lead to less preferences to Labor and an increase in informal votes.

There was also this hope that The Greens would pick up all of the votes that The Democrats had lost. As it turned out, this wasn’t the case. While The Democrats are now in ruins, and they have been accused of not having any policies of their own, the slogan of keeping the bastards honest and agreeing to work with the government of the day made them a major force in Australian politics. I am not suggesting that Drew Hutton or any other Greens candidate wouldn’t do as good or better job as the Democrats sennators they would have replaced. Perhaps the public just wasn’t ready for The Greens to hold the balance of power.

As for Labor, who are you? Who do you represent? Do you represent free market idealism? I thought that was the job of the Liberal Party. You say that you represent the workers, yet you continue to push for higher productivity from these workers in exchange for giving them the privilege of their wages keeping up with inflation. Workers rights and protection of the environment are in direct conflict with the free market and productivity growth. You can’t have it both ways, at least nobody has ever explained to me how this is possible.

While I was handing out how to vote cards, I got involved in a discussion with the Liberal and Labor volunteers. The Liberal was an accountant and financial planer. I’m not sure what the Labor guy did. The subject of Superanuation came up, and they were both agreeing with one another about how great it was, and talking about investment opportunities. This Labor guy was a Liberal wannabe.

I mentioned Foresters ANA and how their ethical super fund had managed to achieve a solid 5% minimum return over the last 12 years without investing in shares or distorting capital markets.. I was promptly told that 5% was pathetic, and that a good fund would have returned around 10% average. Reviewing my super, I would have been very happy with 5% (I got closer to 3%). For every fund that got a very high return, there were just as many that got a low return. I don’t see how it is possible for all funds to get high returns. The losses in one fund makes gains in another. If the aim of superanuation is to ensure that everyone can retire comfortably, surely this has got to be the most costly, inefficient way of doing it.

I could rant all night, but sadly its time for bed.

Testing Live Journal

Tuesday, October 12th, 2004

Big Big rant to follow shortly.